November 5, 2008 - Chapter 27 Life is continuing (1) |
Chapter 27 Life is continuing (1)
Being very obedient, I seldom go out to rotate blindly on time on and off duty every day, except working overtime for other time nearly all at home. Sometimes Xiao Cheng will have urgent operations, I wait for him turning on the light. House, or someone is waiting for you, is your on light.
I am discontended with the thing that life does not have any, I am grateful, I will not any make anything that become desolate sorry, however, have a shade in my heart all the time, can not get rid of.
Day must live together peacefully to pass, calm and trifling, there is not too much passion that does not have too much unhappiness. Xiao Cheng is very kind to me, very good, and better and better. I am not healthy, he asks the part-timer to do house work every day, I worry about nothing, read the book while coming down idly, learn the canvas from him once in a while.
I always lead off with very abundant color, does not know what oneself draws, sheerly lead off. Accepted theory Xiao, you know, see picture I of you will feel, love sometimes.
I smile at him, think one's own heart is weaker and weaker.
Being very obedient, I seldom go out to rotate blindly on time on and off duty every day, except working overtime for other time nearly all at home. Sometimes Xiao Cheng will have urgent operations, I wait for him turning on the light. House, or someone is waiting for you, is your on light.
I am discontended with the thing that life does not have any, I am grateful, I will not any make anything that become desolate sorry, however, have a shade in my heart all the time, can not get rid of.
Say tall and erectly, people must live freely and easily, can put down, happy, will be healthier. It is the motive force to put down to a one's own one, it is often a pressure to put down to a one's own one.
I am diligent, but can not do. The small soldier's desperate look always wheeled in the brain, the past bit had already cut my life, let me try to stop but cannot.
Bei Bei has grown a little lovely girl, the wrinkled and small child of the powder powder, so soft as to let people not dare to touch. She is closing eyes, sip and sip the small mouth, the fist is held very tight, hold your finger inside very effectively, my heart begins to pain gently, this small life that eyes can not even leave in one quarter. Xiao Cheng holds this child, I can find out how he likes children, in eyes is all tender feeling, tenderness of letting people melt.
Evening become and hold me into arms desolately, blue, let's want a child.
I have not spoken. I want a child too, however, I dare not, my uncertain emotion to Xiao Cheng, I'm afraid not to take the child to this world responsibly by oneself, let her suffer hardships, I'm afraid three people will all be injured. I begin to escape.
I escape, every and every when Xiao Cheng wheezes on my body, brain of me but little shade of soldier, I begin, hate oneself, hate one's own emotion loyal to Cheng Xiao, begin, avoid with to on intimate terms Xiao Cheng. Yes, I still very fine to him, will wait for him come off duty, his on light, but I am always by escaping uncomfortably as a wife's due obligation as the excuse. Xiao Cheng never forces, he knows I am not healthy, loves dearly and has pity for me, is just looking at me silently, find out deep sigh.
I'm afraid the renouncing the world splendidly of the child, begin to take contraceptives stealing, I do not want children temporarily, but does not dare to tell Xiao Cheng my plan, he knows aspiration how I was once has a child.
Hide on making up bag medicine, there Xiao Cheng most apt place that neglect. However, one day, medicine has disappeared suddenly, my heart begins to sink. The day with small soldier formed my trouble apt to be nervous, the little soldier is written with the person on the face by a mood, will outroar and cry if unhappy, sensitive and fragile. And I become very apt to be nervous that period of time, this kind of mood has been influenced till now all the time, though know Xiao Cheng will not outroar and cry to me as small soldier, it is chilly to begin. I am a person that will not explain.
Xiao Cheng has not asked, I have not carried either. Later, he began to take contraceptive by oneself. I ache, the tears flow. I say, Xiao Cheng, I am sorry.
He is kissing my face, don't take medicine later, it is not good to the health.
Cheng Xiao good I know, I make great efforts to love him, thinking of can produce the passion in him to me, but I can not do, we never quarrel, we treat each other with respect, we are how to step on to what a couple in love in others' eyes, only the clearest in our own heart. It is persistent and diligent that Xiao Cheng has never given up him, the more but I have the fidgets in his persistent and efforts more and more. The kinder to me he is I think that the wrong thing is done, the more impatient feel, the more unable to stand feel, I close oneself tightly, spend desolate my love and patience in pairs freely wantonly.
A intention of mine has had Grand Prix of the advertising intention, but it is but Apple to sign. Push the door of Joe office open, throw the newspaper on his desk ruthlessly, why is this thing of going back in?
Joe is looking at I, towering shoulder, helpless expression. The ice is blue, you know, in this line, this kind of thing will often happen.
How can you helplessly see this kind of plagiarization behavior taking place? Are there axioms?
The ice is blue, I have already done one's best, have had no idea.
What have no idea to let? I am a little irritable.
Her backstage is very hard, we Joe lifts the eyebrow, swallows the latter half sentence.
Is not this an international advertising agency? Is not it the internationalized management? I can not come up without a break not to go down, the tears begin to spin in eyes. One's own energies plagiarize, just as the feeling stealing one's own child, sad, angry.
The ice is blue, a lot of things say clearly, sometimes can only bear. She does not totally plagiarize either, is made smallly and changed in some places.
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