November 5, 2008 - Chapter 21 Love (1) of struggling |
Chapter 21 Love (1) of struggling
Will you missed me I have died? Ah? Is it? Is it? I begin to shed tears, catch the small army desperately, catch the steering wheel.
The car has turned on the road.
Park, park! ! ! !
The small soldier has been remaining silent all the time, the brow is being locked closely.
Blue, you heard from me, seated, don't move, braked and had not worked.
Determined to marry and gave so desolately as to become been considered conscientiously, I thought, sealed with the past event of the past before the small soldier up for safekeeping at time, I treasure the true life now, it is unable to injure succeeding desolately. As for the small soldier, has not everything that happened in the past wanted yet to investigate, what meanings Which is right and which is wrong to have? I do not want to see low soldier, this meeting leads the man of the sharp pain of my nerve, even remain silent, will let each other and pain.
Having fixed the wedding gauze kerchief with Xiao Cheng, pure white, the princess walking out like the fairy tale. Xiao Cheng has stayed, is watching oneself on the mirror, I am dull, the small soldier once said that would pierce through bringing I in wedding gauze kerchief the motor each corner of the city, let all people see one's own bride beautiful. I say others will think you were that Cheng Yaojin bursting on in the halfway, snatched the others' bride away. The small soldier says kissing me, that is that I have a skill.
Really must be married nowadays, but the bridegroom is not a small soldier.
The tall figure beautiful in the mirror, even can't believe that is oneself, beautiful but slightly show pale. I get rid of the head, get rid of the small soldier memory.
I am that evil spirit's ice is blue, the ice never decided is blue.
Have supper, and desolate to become wedding to appreciate new photograph take the picture, discuss time to lead the card. The doorbell sounds.
Xiao Cheng went to open the door, did not come over for quite a while.
I dash over moaning the song, who?
The small army of the services are there, two men look at each other in this way. I am distracted there.
Small soldier, such small soldier straightforward forever, even war take, play light soldier in the open, come to Xiao Cheng's family to want people directly.
Come in. Accepted theory Xiao, feel, get he uneasiness to calm representation.
No, I want to have a talk with the ice bluely alone.
I am looking at Xiao Cheng.
He smiles at me, go.
The small soldier waits at the gate, has changed the shoes, Xiao Cheng has me in the door closely, is looking at me firmly, it doesn't matter, go, take a piece of clothes more, it is cool in the evening carefully.
I am looking at Xiao Cheng firmly too, you wait for me.
At the parking area, small soldier lifts me with hands to throw into the car, this man sticking to one's old way once, not changing at all, my ground, the car has been fled out quickly.
Small soldier very steady drive, pace but very fast, he the bellicose spirit never can change at heart, have changed, it is no longer a small soldier.
He parks the car at the roadside, has fired a cigarette, nothing is said. The taste of that kind of familiar camel floats in this narrow and small space, there is one kind of feelings of letting people suffocate, the posture of seeing him smoke, the brow wrinkled slightly, I begin to love again, want, stretch out one's hand, go, unfold to drive brow that entangled with that again. But I have not moved, appear out and become sight of believing in desolately at the moment. Know why is oneself unwilling to dare see light soldier was in fact, afraid of one carelessness at last, falling into again has no abyss of bottom. I take out one too, order, pay, spit and have in mind enclosing gently, after being with Xiao Cheng, I have not smoked again, before leaving the small soldier, I have never moved the cigarette. The little soldier is looking at me, eyes are wet. He depends on me gently, that whiff of familiar green grass taste has been approached gradually, I have a few haphazard feeling fans of purpose, close eyes gripping the lip. He only takes away my cigarette on hand, helps me to buckle the safety belt gently, all of a sudden I seem to lose a bit. Fight in the brain in complicated mood, I think, I am not a good woman, the young soldier is right, I present at heart evilly and charmingly.
The sky begins to shed tears, the great tears that dripped, more and more, denser and denser, backfall along the car window, everything outside window is getting fuzzy, there is only car light coming head-on obviously secretly.
The chest begins to be stuffy, begin to regret, why come out, what do I really want? Silence of the little soldier lets me think that is constrained, think that has lost the ability to control situation in a burst of contention by oneself.
The ice is blue, do you think present life is happy? The small soldier opened one's mouth at last.
Happy.
Don't argue with me!
I do not have! Looking at the small ice, I say, look, raining, but it is always fine, correctly?
One breath that he has sighed. Having suddenly smiled, it is all right to be happy.
Yes, he is very kind to me, it is very relaxed to be with him, very comfortable.
However, you do not love him, right?
Small soldier, what is the love?
He wants to say anything, that said is a sound of long sigh.
In fact, I hope to tell you, I have not done anything which is unfair to you.
Say now what meanings these have? Even if you have done I will not take notice of either.
Your cruel woman. He holds up eyes.
I am cruel, would not kill time with you here if there are lungs intentionally. I begin to put on the suit of armour again and is prepared for any eventuality.
I do not really understand, in so many years, why can not I put down the fellow of the favourable tooth of your sharp tooth!
My aslant head pays no attention to him, if you will just quarrel with me, please, I am busy, send me home!
Here is your home! He shows what one really is.
Fart!
I really can't understand why is oneself easy to be excited then when being with small soldier. Warning constantly while going out, should be calm and calm, the best method to deal with small pawn is the indifference. However, everything is so difficult.
Chapter 21 Love (2) of struggling
The tone of little soldier suddenly soft to get off, the ice was blue, it was noisy and then that we no, please, I have been making great efforts to change, waiting for you to come back.
Small soldier, you know, this is impossible, I will get married soon.
We are persons really in love, the ice is blue, you mustn't deceive oneself!
I do not have, I know what what oneself wants is, small soldier, we are improper. My heart says twitching.
The small soldier's car was suddenly driven quickly, sped along on the highway at night, the heavy rain was still ceaselessly, let people feel so desperate and powerless.
You park! I want to go home! I shout to.
The car is still speeding along, I am nervous, begin to make hysteria.
What if you want? What if you really want? Why are you unwilling to miss me? Humiliate me again and again? How do you just miss me in Kenya? I only live a calm life, you park, park! ! ! I only want to flee from, this man, he lets me think that pain all over the body.
Will you missed me I have died? Ah? Is it? Is it? I begin to shed tears, catch the small army desperately, catch the steering wheel.
The car has turned on the road.
Park, park! ! ! !
The small soldier has been remaining silent all the time, the brow is being locked closely.
Blue, you heard from me, seated, don't move, braked and had not worked.
The car is still spraining under inertia, I am getting cold from the bottom of foot. Not waiting for my consciousness to come over yet, a truck has sped over giving the signal in one's face, the dazzling car light is assassinated so that my eyes pain. I think in a flash empty in the brain, everything has no enough time to think, I am looking at the young army, he is looking at me definitely too, the steering wheel is hit to this side of mine ruthlessly. At the time of that, three words are put under my brain, a sound can't help rising from my throat, I love you!
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