November 5, 2008 - Chapter 20 Truth (2) |
Chapter 20 Truth (2)
You are going to marry, I have not known that should be happy or should be sad, but, I am still glad.
Later, suddenly you were missing, I did not know that anything happened, the small soldier did not say either, he, just as turning into individual quickly, has lost souls, hair is all much white. I look for you and can not find everywhere, the small soldier says, needn't look for, if he is hiding from us sedulously, let everyone unable to find, I will wait for her, wait for her to come back.
Small soldier tell me story of " connect with even agree on a century " you tell him, he lets me needn't worry, he says, the ice is blue and sure to come back.
(Tears of me fall down, I clear remember, tell small soldier at that time, even even, agree on a century, who if 97 year old die, why bridge wait for 3 years. )
A finds me three times, let me explain, she says she loves the young soldier, but she knows whom the young soldier loved is you to you, she is unwilling to give up, she go to the bar to drink, if she know the young soldier has married you, has drunk a lot, drunk, phone small soldier, she says if the small soldier does not go to the bar to meet her, she shows him. The third A says, she did it on purpose, she wanted to entice the small soldier, would get him, should break you, but she succeed, small soldier touch she at all, she flow tears for first night in fact, then thought over at last, she should bless you. In fact, the third A is a good girl too, she does the music with the little soldier, has been loving the small soldier quietly all the time. And then that morning's thing has happened, actually three of A should be explained to you, it is that your hand is even angry, she, she says nothing. Have never expected that has missed so for many years so once missing.
In that period of time, the little soldier has very terrible situation, the state has not been good all the time either, have been fired by the securities broker company, he is missing you every day, drink, have a lot of cigarettes, I go to see him to want to shed tears each time, he always shouts to me, cries for anything and cries! The third A especially regrets, she says she has not expected the small soldier loves you, if she knows the result will be like this, will make the small soldier so sad, she will certainly not do so. All of us have not blamed her, this does not blame her, she is courting her love too.
After a while, the small soldier bestired oneself suddenly as changing individuals, he begins to work hard, in the bank, he becomes calm and steady, is no longer full of animosity, he even begins to see father frequently, calls mother an auntie. The small soldier has really changed, become tolerant, has looked like a man even more, just, he has not been discussing the love all the time. In fact, on the emotion, the small soldier is a very absorbed person, he will never let down the woman, I believe this.
The small soldier has been waiting for you.
Later, you loved a married man, I let you leave him, remember? I often lift the young soldier with you at that time, I said the person that you loved had only young soldiers, I think more you can come back. I tell the young soldier, let him look for you, he does not have, he says, one day until he remoulded oneself thoroughly, waiting until you for a tired day, you will come back naturally, it is not still the time now. However, we did not expect, you had disappeared again.
The ice is blue, when I receive your telephone, the first thinks of the small soldier, but, you say you in desolate to succeed there, my heart falls. I have not told the little pawn connection to reach you, I want to see your present life. After I saw you, have found out the quiet happiness from your eyes. At that time, I asked you, whether the young soldier was still in your heart, you did not want to speak of him with me at all, I think, perhaps you have already found the one's own happiness.
In time for the future, I have been thinking of this question, should told you the little soldier is my elder brother, should tell you that he has been waiting for you, finally, I decide not to say, because I can't confirm whether you can really be suitable for each other, though the small soldier has very great changes, it is your personality, your temper, I can't guarantee. The ice is blue, I hope you are happy, and this happiness, Xiao Cheng can be offered. Later on day I confirm this more and more, so, I plan to conceal forever, so perhaps it is kind to everybody, I do not want to upset your calm life.
I even wedding does not tell elder brother whether afraid you can meet, but just, the ones that should come were blocked and can not blocked, I did not think absolutely, the small soldier will be Su Yang's friend.
Blue, don't blame me to conceal you so long, I really have no idea.
Bei Bei, I have never blamed you, a lot of things and a lot of things have been destined. In fact this is God's test to me, a lot of things, it takes it to finish too and finish clearly, I am very clear now, what the small soldier loved even more has actually been he himself all the time, what I want to tell you is, I plan to marry Xiao Cheng.
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