November 5, 2008 - Chapter 28 Multiple accident (1) |
Chapter 28 Multiple accident (1)
I only relative, move after deciding to go so, find time to see me finally. Have a photo taken with one of his carrying me at the age of ten in my father's clothing pocket, already been very old, two people are laughing sillily and sillily, the same smile. The last a word that he says to me is: Blue, remember, except parents ask the devotion that is reciprocated in the world to children.
The company enters the right path, I begin to try every means to expand a fighting force. White Wei can't forbid enticement work as a vice president. She says, the ice is blue, I do not wash this seat, I come to sheerly wash you.
I smile, thank you for being praised, I, according to accepting completely only.
There will be one's own companies to never think of, has not had. In the bright and clean office, think of Wu Zetian woman suddenly, perhaps, she has never thought of doing the emperor too, has just forced to that step, the life-and-death, there is no route of retreat.
Does Bai Wei say, little woman, are you happy?
What is happy?
Marriage. Is the marriage happy?
I form, wonder language how to answer.
Remember small soldier?
Eh, your knight's happy hands.
He can not go out of my memory.
The ice is blue, your grief lies in the emotion is too pure, can't permit the sand, to others, to oneself. See, drive some, will a lot more.
I smile, don't mention me, you do not get married, may not be certain equally happily.
Everybody is unhappy, will highlight the happy one valuably.
Saying, Xiao Cheng appeared in the company.
Oh, the sun hits the west, I have worked here for three months, did not see your own figure, white Wei is teased.
Do you think the household is as idle as you? I explain for Xiao Cheng.
Blue, I have a thing to want to tell you alone.
What? Still so mysterious.
White Wei cast a look at me, meaningful, sprain waist walk out.
Blue, you must hold out. Xiao Cheng is pulling my shoulder.
What happened to on earth? What happened? I begin to be nervous, hands begin again to be chilly.
My father is dead, this morning, sending heart disease sometimes.
I am wicked at the moment, faint.
Become the philtrum which nips me desolately while waking up, blue, blue! A little stronger, we will go to father's place as soon as possible.
Where is my father? Even in the very high red wall that will enclose in that wire netting? My tears are flowing ceaselessly.
They say father walks very serenely very fast, has not suffered too much torment. Let to be that God is repenting too, can't bear to keep him and continue suffering in human world. My father facing toward I smile, I see smile of him, hear him say to me in paradise, blue, should be happy, strong.
Smile at accepted theory Xiao correctly tearfully, my father has freed finally.
My only relative, has left so after deciding to go, has not found time to see me finally. Have a photo taken with one of his carrying me at the age of ten in my father's clothing pocket, already been very old, two people are laughing sillily and sillily, the same smile. The last a word that he says to me is: Blue, remember, except parents ask the devotion that is reciprocated in the world to children.
I hold and succeed desolately, shiver ceaselessly. Xiao Cheng has me in one's arms tightly.
Having left in more than half Chinas taking father's ashes, I spread them in the sky, spread it in the sea, spread it on the high mountain, spread it in the deep valley, father, has imprisoned the heart father all one's life, has spent the last 15 years in the prison, in 15, how many 15 years are the person's life? Father, you finally getting free, can since from air to breathe mountain forest, can be since from the fly in the sky. You are in my heart forever, my heart is your family.
I am more and more reticent, silence is that I resist the world only edge toll, silence is that I protect one's own only shield. Xiao Cheng watches with the tail of one's eye, aches in the heart, he says, blue, I hope you can be happy, I hope I can bring happiness to you, but I seem very stupid.
Xiao Cheng, the fault of this either you, I am originally a pessimistic person, this kind of mood will be passed to the peripheral person, unless know by you too I the unhappy, you every one so outstanding person,should life happies getting more happy, with me and very tired, yes?
No, blue, see your smile my most happy thing.
Looking at Xiao Cheng, mood is still low-spirited and depressed, Xiao Cheng, let's say good-bye, I have brought too much agony to you, I know, I am powerless.
Blue, don't speak carelessly, Xiao Cheng is very serious, I will not leave you, before meeting person of you and aching, will never leave you.
I say quietly, while meeting a person like that, you will leave me, yes? Or when you no longer love dearly me.
Fire a cigarette, let it burn on the figer tip.
And a form business that white Wei is being discussed, the phone rings.
Bei Bei's anxious and fretful sound.
Blue, how do, what is to be done?
What's the matter?
Elder brother, the elder brother has met accident, we leave no stone unturned, have no way to go. The ice is blue, you must try every possible means.
What happened to on earth?
The elder brother is got hold of.
Bei Bei, you are somewhere, I said again in the past.
I begin again to be chilly. Small soldier, what's the matter with the young soldier?
Has paid special attention to wrapping up and washed outside hurriedly, white Wei is shouting behind, what's the matter? What thing? Hey, don't worry, drive a bit more carefully.
Bei Bei has already been all tears.
The elder brother is got hold of, the wounding bodily injury on purpose, 20, 20 years.
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November 5, 2008 - Chapter 27 Life is continuing (2) |
Chapter 27 Life is continuing (2)
Ha, Haha, my tears have flowed. Erase conveniently, stare at Joe fiercely, turn round to go out of his office.
Having adjusted mood, I go to Apple at one's side.
She is complacent. At line, equal to nationwide Grand Prixes one over there aren't undertaking.
Very happy?
She has smiled, really very happy, the appearance happening in any thing.
Do you have any conscience and sense of honour?
She pays no attention to me at all, continues moaning the ditty by oneself.
I pick up coffee on the desk, splash towards her head, she screams, the mottled seal is installed in Chanel's ocean.
Everybody stares dumb-founded.
I turn round in the office which enter Joe, walk out on resignation on his desk.
I am unemployed again.
Xiao Cheng, am I too childish?
He afford to smile at, have a few, but you make what I support.
I just think that can encourage this kind of bluster of theirs, some levels, are worthy of stealing my intention too.
It is exactly. Cheng Xiao make me in one's arms in roll. I become hurt and wronged in rare crash again. Then suddenly sat, I myself opened an advertising agency, the old mother, died, they!
Desolate to become mouth piece need eldest, pigeonhole get body me, I I like you the arrogant strength.
We chuckle and roll, for a long time, have not smiled in this way, because of my unemployment, we have a wonderful night, really funny.
Without work, life is getting idle, I get back to the city that grow see father.
My father is much older quickly, the temples has been already grizzled, carry curved too, see me, can't utter a word totteringly.
My only kissing in this world, but can only meet each other through the barred window.
Blue, you happily? Happy?
I'm fine, dad, Xiao Cheng is very kind to me, I am very happy. The tears can't help flowing.
It is all right that it is all right, happy that happy, you are father's only hope, so long as you are happy, how good my father is!
Dad, is your health still OK?
Pretty good, the bone of body is very strong.
Are they OK to you? Have bullied you?
Where to have, they all respect me very much, knowledge is power.
I smile, my father is so humorous.
Dad, I have resigned.
Why?
I have told father the process of the thing.
My father look at I am blue, people can and sometimes, this world is not reasonable at any time. If wanting to survive, should learn to stand and bear.
I nod. I have known.
Dad, that person leaves me 400,000 after selling the grandmother's house, actually I wanted to come out for you, but I want to divert it first now, I think I opens an advertising agency, need a bit to start the fund, father, do you believe in me? After father is carried uncles to imprison, I have not seen uncles again, have not called his uncle again either, use without exception " That person " Two words are replaced.
My father nodded, the child, actually that was yours, went to use plannedly.
I have smiled, you believe me, I will certainly do it.
Eh. My father smiles, anxious these of mine, my daughter is the cleverest, I am just afraid you will be unhappy, too clever girl is often unhappy, you must learn to treasure, learn to manage family and marriage, except parents, to children, ask the devotion that is reciprocated in the world, you remember.
I am missing father's words, has not disregarded the devotion that is reciprocated in the world on the way. All of a sudden is a little afraid of, what can I reciprocate to Xiao Cheng? I am even escaping to act as the wife's obligation.
The company has run flourishingly, according to a little small public praise in the industry of mine, it is OK to support the family, the more important thing is I want to let it develop constantly, there are better prospects, just find oneself was an animated careerist originally. I begin to be busy, come out early and return late, communication of following Xiao Cheng is fewer and fewer. I socialize among different men and women, drink and treat with courtesy, Xiao Cheng frowns once in a while, but never complain about, is just reminding me constantly want to look after one's health.
Don't be the same as a savage, the health is the most important. I like former you, does not have too many wild ambitions, cloud light wind lives clearly, the antipathetic sample of the common customs follow.
Do you mean I am very vulgar now?
I do not have this meaning, don't talk nonsense.
Then what meaning are you? I am unoccupied and disconsolate at home every day hidden bitterness is all right?
Cheng Xiao noisy with me, as to to make trouble wilfully he has become and ignored me.
I am idly happy too, two persons often each do the thing, mutual noninterference.
In dim in the evening, feel desolate and become eyes which are kissing me, he says, blue, I love you, you do not know how my heart ache.
Think that is dreaming by oneself.
A drop of water is dripped on my face, warm. Do not dare to open eyes, has never seen Xiao Cheng flow through the tears, has not had.
Pain in a position in the heart in a period of time.
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November 5, 2008 - Chapter 27 Life is continuing (1) |
Chapter 27 Life is continuing (1)
Being very obedient, I seldom go out to rotate blindly on time on and off duty every day, except working overtime for other time nearly all at home. Sometimes Xiao Cheng will have urgent operations, I wait for him turning on the light. House, or someone is waiting for you, is your on light.
I am discontended with the thing that life does not have any, I am grateful, I will not any make anything that become desolate sorry, however, have a shade in my heart all the time, can not get rid of.
Day must live together peacefully to pass, calm and trifling, there is not too much passion that does not have too much unhappiness. Xiao Cheng is very kind to me, very good, and better and better. I am not healthy, he asks the part-timer to do house work every day, I worry about nothing, read the book while coming down idly, learn the canvas from him once in a while.
I always lead off with very abundant color, does not know what oneself draws, sheerly lead off. Accepted theory Xiao, you know, see picture I of you will feel, love sometimes.
I smile at him, think one's own heart is weaker and weaker.
Being very obedient, I seldom go out to rotate blindly on time on and off duty every day, except working overtime for other time nearly all at home. Sometimes Xiao Cheng will have urgent operations, I wait for him turning on the light. House, or someone is waiting for you, is your on light.
I am discontended with the thing that life does not have any, I am grateful, I will not any make anything that become desolate sorry, however, have a shade in my heart all the time, can not get rid of.
Say tall and erectly, people must live freely and easily, can put down, happy, will be healthier. It is the motive force to put down to a one's own one, it is often a pressure to put down to a one's own one.
I am diligent, but can not do. The small soldier's desperate look always wheeled in the brain, the past bit had already cut my life, let me try to stop but cannot.
Bei Bei has grown a little lovely girl, the wrinkled and small child of the powder powder, so soft as to let people not dare to touch. She is closing eyes, sip and sip the small mouth, the fist is held very tight, hold your finger inside very effectively, my heart begins to pain gently, this small life that eyes can not even leave in one quarter. Xiao Cheng holds this child, I can find out how he likes children, in eyes is all tender feeling, tenderness of letting people melt.
Evening become and hold me into arms desolately, blue, let's want a child.
I have not spoken. I want a child too, however, I dare not, my uncertain emotion to Xiao Cheng, I'm afraid not to take the child to this world responsibly by oneself, let her suffer hardships, I'm afraid three people will all be injured. I begin to escape.
I escape, every and every when Xiao Cheng wheezes on my body, brain of me but little shade of soldier, I begin, hate oneself, hate one's own emotion loyal to Cheng Xiao, begin, avoid with to on intimate terms Xiao Cheng. Yes, I still very fine to him, will wait for him come off duty, his on light, but I am always by escaping uncomfortably as a wife's due obligation as the excuse. Xiao Cheng never forces, he knows I am not healthy, loves dearly and has pity for me, is just looking at me silently, find out deep sigh.
I'm afraid the renouncing the world splendidly of the child, begin to take contraceptives stealing, I do not want children temporarily, but does not dare to tell Xiao Cheng my plan, he knows aspiration how I was once has a child.
Hide on making up bag medicine, there Xiao Cheng most apt place that neglect. However, one day, medicine has disappeared suddenly, my heart begins to sink. The day with small soldier formed my trouble apt to be nervous, the little soldier is written with the person on the face by a mood, will outroar and cry if unhappy, sensitive and fragile. And I become very apt to be nervous that period of time, this kind of mood has been influenced till now all the time, though know Xiao Cheng will not outroar and cry to me as small soldier, it is chilly to begin. I am a person that will not explain.
Xiao Cheng has not asked, I have not carried either. Later, he began to take contraceptive by oneself. I ache, the tears flow. I say, Xiao Cheng, I am sorry.
He is kissing my face, don't take medicine later, it is not good to the health.
Cheng Xiao good I know, I make great efforts to love him, thinking of can produce the passion in him to me, but I can not do, we never quarrel, we treat each other with respect, we are how to step on to what a couple in love in others' eyes, only the clearest in our own heart. It is persistent and diligent that Xiao Cheng has never given up him, the more but I have the fidgets in his persistent and efforts more and more. The kinder to me he is I think that the wrong thing is done, the more impatient feel, the more unable to stand feel, I close oneself tightly, spend desolate my love and patience in pairs freely wantonly.
A intention of mine has had Grand Prix of the advertising intention, but it is but Apple to sign. Push the door of Joe office open, throw the newspaper on his desk ruthlessly, why is this thing of going back in?
Joe is looking at I, towering shoulder, helpless expression. The ice is blue, you know, in this line, this kind of thing will often happen.
How can you helplessly see this kind of plagiarization behavior taking place? Are there axioms?
The ice is blue, I have already done one's best, have had no idea.
What have no idea to let? I am a little irritable.
Her backstage is very hard, we Joe lifts the eyebrow, swallows the latter half sentence.
Is not this an international advertising agency? Is not it the internationalized management? I can not come up without a break not to go down, the tears begin to spin in eyes. One's own energies plagiarize, just as the feeling stealing one's own child, sad, angry.
The ice is blue, a lot of things say clearly, sometimes can only bear. She does not totally plagiarize either, is made smallly and changed in some places.
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November 5, 2008 - Grow soon |
Knock a lucky day by mistake, there are so many people who type card, look at happy faces, there is a kind of impulse crying, I look up and see tall and erectly, he has stamped a chapter on my forehead gently.
Having paid the money, is lining up to take a group photo in front of the bright red curtain, two only people's certificate photo. All of us laugh implicitly in the photo, perhaps this is happy.
The watermark is printed in bright red this one, from now on, I am Xiao Cheng's wife, want, forget all unhappiness once from now on, forget, stay people that stay once among life, become a happy wife.
A lot person sit, watch sex education slice together, all over uneasy, Cheng Xiao stress my hand laugh at, it is the more uneasy to smile at me. I send messages to Bei Bei.
Girl, Miss this accept pre-marital sex education, free film, know you how come over at that time really.
The telephone that just sent over Bei Bei has been followed, whether this girl, or a rash and too much in a haste appearance not urgent.
The ice is blue, do you get married? Do you get married? Do you really get married?
Have something make a fuss, allow state officer fire prevention only, the common people are forbidden even to light lamps?
Ah, but too excited, too excited, it is a good person that Xiao comes true, solved this difficult problem of yours at last.
The girl dies, look for and hit.
Study and carry forward revolutionary spirit attentively hard, sow the revolutionary seed, don't desert.
Ha, your study is fruitful.
Having had the ice too blue to make nonsense to come off duty to come over with you quickly, the little sister stews the tough duck's soup, do the dish that you like eating, celebrate. The little sister is a blue small nurse of ice, very clever and hardworking child.
All right, you celebrate less than heels of wheel really.
All right, you look after I, household on the weather is cold and the ground is frozen pieces of big stomach fine leave very, do not just bother the precious time that you two do evil absolutely.
Death is not decent, know.
The boring education lesson has been had for quite a while, it is still really a trouble thing to get married. Xiao Cheng dozes off embracing me aside. I touch his hair, very thin and very soft, a big lovely child.
I say, Xiao Cheng, mustn't sleep, accept the education carefully.
He is looking at me cherishing with oblique eyes. Say, yours is structural I understand clearly in a low voice.
I have stepped on his a kick. Thus your doctors are all clean addictions, cold-blooded, the having is cold.
Ha! He has nipped me. Little girl, don't speak arbitrarily, how punish you I carefully.
Really, I tell you, a friend of mine looked for a doctor's boyfriend in the past, it is said when two people are exactly affectionate, that man suddenly opened her eyes, have a look from head to foot, then say, eh, not bad, not yellow.
Xiao Cheng can't help smiling.
Someone preceding has cast a look at us later, I put out one's tongue, continue saying, have, it is said hands slip to the tail bone from her vertebra all the way when that man holds her, then said if one let people not know whether to laugh and cry: Not bad, not curved.
Titter, Xiao Cheng has laughed again.
See your doctor's changeable attitude.
The preceding person has turned round and stared at us again, oh, very serious.
Oh yes succeed desolately, it is said that very careless between your doctor and nurse, it is the decadent joke to enter the operating room, doctors are all Radix Et Rhizoma Rhei people, clicking the tongue, why not find out, I look up and down and succeed desolately with aslant head, unexpectedly, really unexpected.
Oh, unexpected, regret? There won't be time, go back by laughing at you drownedly yellowly when me.
Hooligan!
Xiao Cheng laughs suppressing hard, the stirring of love ripples on the face.
Bei Bei with crazy to ask arbitrarily the samely.
Your girl is frightened the child carefully.
It's nothing, she makes a noise great rejoicingly more than I. You touch you to touch.
Light to dab Bei belly of Bei, labour contractor stick, in above, say ice blue mum come on, think you in a low voice, you want a well-behaved one. Feel what played on the belly with small foot trembled, all of a sudden become very soft in mind.
Su Yang sees expression in one's eyes of Bei Bei full of caring about, two people are still mixing the small mouth ceaselessly.
My a word does not even want to say, only want to savour this kind of happiness and make warm so silently. The snow has arisen outside the window, flying in profusions, soft snow.
Bei Bei lifts the wineglass, blue, Xiao Cheng, wishes you to live a long life together, happy, wish you a male child soon.
I am a little too shy to stand up with one's head low.
Suddenly, the doorbell rang, the little sister went to open the door.
Who? Bei's Bei voice is enormous.
Your brother! The sound that I hear one know well very much, the sound that can't be forgotten for lifetime. Just passed by, had not come for a long time, came up by the way and had a look, bought the water-melon that you like being eaten most, why not come to embrace for one immediately. How is it recently? Grow soon?
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November 5, 2008 - Chapter 22 Lost ten years (3) |
Chapter 22 Lost ten years (3)
At the airport, become and have me desolately, say to me, the ice is blue, come back early, this is your house.
I shed tears, do not know whether will also come back by oneself.
My love, fly in high altitude of ten thousand meters, it is being first-class in the ancient ridge that drew that it is reading in blue and green Tang, I.
A drop of tears that Namucuo is blue the picture is in the bottom of heart, the ones that iced color are blue.
Fluttered in the cold wind by the long narrow flag, transfer to rotating ceaselessly by the tube, with praying the Confucian classics of the lama, it is such peace and quiet in the heart. Yes, this is a stretch of pure land, let people seem so negligible, I look up and see it, the blue sky that makes people enchanted, the heavy low and low white clouds and desolate champaigns of one, small soldier, I'm coming, let me see you, are and you gazing at me? Watching that untiring flying bird attentively.
Chapter 23 From hitting waking up unreally (1)
I have remembered tall and erectly, that a word can hit me in the heart of hearts, the man letting me shed tears, he has said, we are all lonely children, looks for all the way, is full of expecting, but lonely finally, such soul is destined to be lonely.
We are two too similar persons, optimistic pessimist, believe but destiny is unwilling to bear. Being destined is happy in seeking the ultimate meaning of the life and a rare silk when dodder along again and again, sit in the callus that is formed by oneself reeling off raw silk from cocoons.
But thing such, this to recall I give a final result that it rearrange arise the thing, after the several years, a final result that I like. After the a lot of year, I lie in bed recalling sidelight for over these ten years often, from the beginning to the end, sometimes, different final results at I will arrange for it, have one's face covered with tears laughing at inside these final result.
At that time situation such actually, work as small soldier say, brake, work, act as the truck opposite whizzed in one's face, as I say to the little soldier when I love you, the fear has already let me lose all courage of facing loudly, I close eyes tightly, wait for the coming of Death, totally assign destiny oneself, I hear the patter of rain of gurgling, the song of coming in sharp brake sound and paradise. However, everything has belonged to calmly. Do not dare to open eyes, feel the nail is stung while entering the meat, will ache. The face that someone is holding me says, baby, all right, all right, does not cry, obedient, do not cry, can not be busy, I will not make you busy.
I begin to produce the illusion, the little soldier is kissing my lip, so happy breath gently, many little angels in thunder silk skirt are singing at one's side. I am shedding tears ceaselessly.
Open eyes, blue, open eyes. The small soldier is patting my face lightly.
I open eyes slowly. The rain is still on the bottom, the car is still at the roadside, the small soldier is still nearby, it seems that everything has not happened.
The blue grief of ice lies in she is too clever.
In the twinkling of an eye opening eyes, some happened clearly.
I am looking at the small army with a kind of sight that can't be believed.
The small soldier does not dodge, look at me in his tender feeling.
I begin to feel it angry, feel it impervious to reason, feel that stops up it on the chest without a break.
The small soldier picks up my hands gently. I am looking at him fiercely, grow to grow and push out of two base words from the slit between the teeth, then thrown hands away and jumped off the car and crept into the rain violently.
The ice-cold rainwater has flowed along the neck, it is very cold and very cold, colder in the heart.
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November 5, 2008 - Chapter 22 Lost ten years (1) |
Chapter 22 Lost ten years (1)
Bei Bei bring a lot of photo again, that piece have snow photo of man of look like the wolf, we embrace it together so happily, happy so unprincipledly. By the lakeside, dining table on the meadow, much the much photo, and the small soldier's expression of all kinds, as soon as I look, I smile.
Bei Bei, I was once so happily originally.
Can not you remember?
I saw Bei Bei's disappointed sight.
Just as had a dream while transferring to and waking up, I am making the gypsum on the leg, it seems that there are things belonged to me of something that have disappeared, but can not remember really. All strange face around, the white wall, white sheet. I think hard, but can not remember really how oneself can be here, what has happened on earth.
I begin to be panic. A beautiful girl has come in, I cry, Bei Bei!
The flower in Bei Bei's hands has spread a place. The ice is blue, you have woken up, you woke up at last! You have already slept for one month, you do not know, you should be worried, extremely we, very afraid you can not wake up again. I phone Xiao Cheng, I phone Xiao Cheng, Bei Bei is so excited as to speak incoherently a bit, the hands which hold the telephones are all trembling.
Xiao Cheng? I am looking at Bei Bei, who is Xiao Cheng?
The ice is blue, Bei Bei's eyes are opened incomparably enormously, do you have a fever?
No, who is Xiao Cheng on earth? How could I be here? Really what has happened? Oh yes, Bei Bei, where is the male genital of Jiangsu? There are small boats, why do not they come?
A man in white overall has run fast in breathing, the hands which is drawing me say trembling, the ice is blue, you woke up at last, you woke up at last. The tear is being included in the eyes.
I am frightened so much as to smoke and turn round and stretch out the hand.
Bei Bei, what on earth is the matter here? Who is he?
Xiao Cheng is looking at me with the surprised inconceivable expression in one's eyes too. I begin to shiver, Bei Bei, who is he on earth? Should I know him?
Bei Bei was suddenly asked me, blue, did you still remember when this year is?
Nerve you, 1994 certainly.
Looking at Bei Bei's surprised expression, I do not know that anything happens. What's the matter? Not? When is this year on earth? Where on earth am I? Really what has happened? I begin to be manic, the broken leg is knocked on the bed, I begin to shed tears because of being frightened.
Cheng Xiao according to in bed me, fight, calm stitch.
The doctor says I have got obstacle memory loss disease, my memory has been lost for ten years.
Bei Bei brings a lot of photos, does she say, do you still remember? We fly a kite here together, your kite has broken, has also cried seizing on an incident to exaggerate or distort matters.
I shake the head wondering.
Does she say, the ice is blue, can not you really remember at all that so desolate as to succeed? She bring wedding of us take the picture, I see oneself, laugh beautiful very, nearby whether that piece want, come, accompany to have clear man of expression in one's eyes I every day, am I his wife? No wonder he knows all of my tastes, however, I or everything can not remember.
Bei Bei, why on earth am I here? Really what has happened? I and Xiao Cheng, what on earth is the matter? Pain like the head begins to fry to split.
The doctor says, don't give her too many stimuli, a lot of things are in fact unwilling to remember in her subconscious.
The ice is blue, then, do you still remember small soldier? Bei's Bei trial is asked.
Small soldier? It seems to be pieces of name that familiar with very much, but I can not remember. I think hard, think hard, everything can not be remembered, my head begins to ache again, violent pain.
Bei Bei has told me a lot of things, mine is passing, just as I listen to the story generally, even unwilling to acknowledge one's own destiny, I do not believe, nothing is believed, and Xiao Cheng, he stands in front of me truly.
Cheng Xiao come, bring up, push away I relieve boredom, he speaks a lot of interesting things every day, but does not carry much passingly.
I ask him, am I your wife?
He smiles, remains silent.
I begin to worry to begin to be panic.
Bei Bei pushes me to the large lawn downstairs of the hospital, the sunshine is very magnificent, sew and shed down through the tree, I narrow get up eyes, watch heavy pieces of heavy white cloud of piece in the sky, seem what brain to come into me does it have, some incoherent pictures. It is likewise beautiful and blue all over the world to seem to see, there are many people fishing, I am looking at them silently, then a face appear, young, face of the boy with wolf's general look of snow.
I say, Bei Bei, seem to always have a young boy's faces in my brain, there is look like snow wolves, do you know who he is?
Bei Bei see I, the ice is blue, do you remember? What is remembered?
I shake the head, except that face, I or everything can not remember. I begin to produce the doubt, it is how to turn into the such one of now why Bei Bei has never carried me.
Bei Bei bring a lot of photo again, that piece have snow photo of man of look like the wolf, we embrace it together so happily, happy so unprincipledly. By the lakeside, dining table on the meadow, much the much photo, and the small soldier's expression of all kinds, as soon as I look, I smile.
Bei Bei, I was once so happily originally.
Can not you remember?
I saw Bei Bei's disappointed sight.
Perhaps everything can not be remembered to be a good thing too for her.
No! It is incomplete life in life remembering not to have, if this lost gap can not be looked for back, the ice is blue he can not be happy. Bei Bei insists on one.
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November 5, 2008 - Chapter 21 Love (1) of struggling |
Chapter 21 Love (1) of struggling
Will you missed me I have died? Ah? Is it? Is it? I begin to shed tears, catch the small army desperately, catch the steering wheel.
The car has turned on the road.
Park, park! ! ! !
The small soldier has been remaining silent all the time, the brow is being locked closely.
Blue, you heard from me, seated, don't move, braked and had not worked.
Determined to marry and gave so desolately as to become been considered conscientiously, I thought, sealed with the past event of the past before the small soldier up for safekeeping at time, I treasure the true life now, it is unable to injure succeeding desolately. As for the small soldier, has not everything that happened in the past wanted yet to investigate, what meanings Which is right and which is wrong to have? I do not want to see low soldier, this meeting leads the man of the sharp pain of my nerve, even remain silent, will let each other and pain.
Having fixed the wedding gauze kerchief with Xiao Cheng, pure white, the princess walking out like the fairy tale. Xiao Cheng has stayed, is watching oneself on the mirror, I am dull, the small soldier once said that would pierce through bringing I in wedding gauze kerchief the motor each corner of the city, let all people see one's own bride beautiful. I say others will think you were that Cheng Yaojin bursting on in the halfway, snatched the others' bride away. The small soldier says kissing me, that is that I have a skill.
Really must be married nowadays, but the bridegroom is not a small soldier.
The tall figure beautiful in the mirror, even can't believe that is oneself, beautiful but slightly show pale. I get rid of the head, get rid of the small soldier memory.
I am that evil spirit's ice is blue, the ice never decided is blue.
Have supper, and desolate to become wedding to appreciate new photograph take the picture, discuss time to lead the card. The doorbell sounds.
Xiao Cheng went to open the door, did not come over for quite a while.
I dash over moaning the song, who?
The small army of the services are there, two men look at each other in this way. I am distracted there.
Small soldier, such small soldier straightforward forever, even war take, play light soldier in the open, come to Xiao Cheng's family to want people directly.
Come in. Accepted theory Xiao, feel, get he uneasiness to calm representation.
No, I want to have a talk with the ice bluely alone.
I am looking at Xiao Cheng.
He smiles at me, go.
The small soldier waits at the gate, has changed the shoes, Xiao Cheng has me in the door closely, is looking at me firmly, it doesn't matter, go, take a piece of clothes more, it is cool in the evening carefully.
I am looking at Xiao Cheng firmly too, you wait for me.
At the parking area, small soldier lifts me with hands to throw into the car, this man sticking to one's old way once, not changing at all, my ground, the car has been fled out quickly.
Small soldier very steady drive, pace but very fast, he the bellicose spirit never can change at heart, have changed, it is no longer a small soldier.
He parks the car at the roadside, has fired a cigarette, nothing is said. The taste of that kind of familiar camel floats in this narrow and small space, there is one kind of feelings of letting people suffocate, the posture of seeing him smoke, the brow wrinkled slightly, I begin to love again, want, stretch out one's hand, go, unfold to drive brow that entangled with that again. But I have not moved, appear out and become sight of believing in desolately at the moment. Know why is oneself unwilling to dare see light soldier was in fact, afraid of one carelessness at last, falling into again has no abyss of bottom. I take out one too, order, pay, spit and have in mind enclosing gently, after being with Xiao Cheng, I have not smoked again, before leaving the small soldier, I have never moved the cigarette. The little soldier is looking at me, eyes are wet. He depends on me gently, that whiff of familiar green grass taste has been approached gradually, I have a few haphazard feeling fans of purpose, close eyes gripping the lip. He only takes away my cigarette on hand, helps me to buckle the safety belt gently, all of a sudden I seem to lose a bit. Fight in the brain in complicated mood, I think, I am not a good woman, the young soldier is right, I present at heart evilly and charmingly.
The sky begins to shed tears, the great tears that dripped, more and more, denser and denser, backfall along the car window, everything outside window is getting fuzzy, there is only car light coming head-on obviously secretly.
The chest begins to be stuffy, begin to regret, why come out, what do I really want? Silence of the little soldier lets me think that is constrained, think that has lost the ability to control situation in a burst of contention by oneself.
The ice is blue, do you think present life is happy? The small soldier opened one's mouth at last.
Happy.
Don't argue with me!
I do not have! Looking at the small ice, I say, look, raining, but it is always fine, correctly?
One breath that he has sighed. Having suddenly smiled, it is all right to be happy.
Yes, he is very kind to me, it is very relaxed to be with him, very comfortable.
However, you do not love him, right?
Small soldier, what is the love?
He wants to say anything, that said is a sound of long sigh.
In fact, I hope to tell you, I have not done anything which is unfair to you.
Say now what meanings these have? Even if you have done I will not take notice of either.
Your cruel woman. He holds up eyes.
I am cruel, would not kill time with you here if there are lungs intentionally. I begin to put on the suit of armour again and is prepared for any eventuality.
I do not really understand, in so many years, why can not I put down the fellow of the favourable tooth of your sharp tooth!
My aslant head pays no attention to him, if you will just quarrel with me, please, I am busy, send me home!
Here is your home! He shows what one really is.
Fart!
I really can't understand why is oneself easy to be excited then when being with small soldier. Warning constantly while going out, should be calm and calm, the best method to deal with small pawn is the indifference. However, everything is so difficult.
Chapter 21 Love (2) of struggling
The tone of little soldier suddenly soft to get off, the ice was blue, it was noisy and then that we no, please, I have been making great efforts to change, waiting for you to come back.
Small soldier, you know, this is impossible, I will get married soon.
We are persons really in love, the ice is blue, you mustn't deceive oneself!
I do not have, I know what what oneself wants is, small soldier, we are improper. My heart says twitching.
The small soldier's car was suddenly driven quickly, sped along on the highway at night, the heavy rain was still ceaselessly, let people feel so desperate and powerless.
You park! I want to go home! I shout to.
The car is still speeding along, I am nervous, begin to make hysteria.
What if you want? What if you really want? Why are you unwilling to miss me? Humiliate me again and again? How do you just miss me in Kenya? I only live a calm life, you park, park! ! ! I only want to flee from, this man, he lets me think that pain all over the body.
Will you missed me I have died? Ah? Is it? Is it? I begin to shed tears, catch the small army desperately, catch the steering wheel.
The car has turned on the road.
Park, park! ! ! !
The small soldier has been remaining silent all the time, the brow is being locked closely.
Blue, you heard from me, seated, don't move, braked and had not worked.
The car is still spraining under inertia, I am getting cold from the bottom of foot. Not waiting for my consciousness to come over yet, a truck has sped over giving the signal in one's face, the dazzling car light is assassinated so that my eyes pain. I think in a flash empty in the brain, everything has no enough time to think, I am looking at the young army, he is looking at me definitely too, the steering wheel is hit to this side of mine ruthlessly. At the time of that, three words are put under my brain, a sound can't help rising from my throat, I love you!
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November 5, 2008 - Chapter 20 Truth (2) |
Chapter 20 Truth (2)
You are going to marry, I have not known that should be happy or should be sad, but, I am still glad.
Later, suddenly you were missing, I did not know that anything happened, the small soldier did not say either, he, just as turning into individual quickly, has lost souls, hair is all much white. I look for you and can not find everywhere, the small soldier says, needn't look for, if he is hiding from us sedulously, let everyone unable to find, I will wait for her, wait for her to come back.
Small soldier tell me story of " connect with even agree on a century " you tell him, he lets me needn't worry, he says, the ice is blue and sure to come back.
(Tears of me fall down, I clear remember, tell small soldier at that time, even even, agree on a century, who if 97 year old die, why bridge wait for 3 years. )
A finds me three times, let me explain, she says she loves the young soldier, but she knows whom the young soldier loved is you to you, she is unwilling to give up, she go to the bar to drink, if she know the young soldier has married you, has drunk a lot, drunk, phone small soldier, she says if the small soldier does not go to the bar to meet her, she shows him. The third A says, she did it on purpose, she wanted to entice the small soldier, would get him, should break you, but she succeed, small soldier touch she at all, she flow tears for first night in fact, then thought over at last, she should bless you. In fact, the third A is a good girl too, she does the music with the little soldier, has been loving the small soldier quietly all the time. And then that morning's thing has happened, actually three of A should be explained to you, it is that your hand is even angry, she, she says nothing. Have never expected that has missed so for many years so once missing.
In that period of time, the little soldier has very terrible situation, the state has not been good all the time either, have been fired by the securities broker company, he is missing you every day, drink, have a lot of cigarettes, I go to see him to want to shed tears each time, he always shouts to me, cries for anything and cries! The third A especially regrets, she says she has not expected the small soldier loves you, if she knows the result will be like this, will make the small soldier so sad, she will certainly not do so. All of us have not blamed her, this does not blame her, she is courting her love too.
After a while, the small soldier bestired oneself suddenly as changing individuals, he begins to work hard, in the bank, he becomes calm and steady, is no longer full of animosity, he even begins to see father frequently, calls mother an auntie. The small soldier has really changed, become tolerant, has looked like a man even more, just, he has not been discussing the love all the time. In fact, on the emotion, the small soldier is a very absorbed person, he will never let down the woman, I believe this.
The small soldier has been waiting for you.
Later, you loved a married man, I let you leave him, remember? I often lift the young soldier with you at that time, I said the person that you loved had only young soldiers, I think more you can come back. I tell the young soldier, let him look for you, he does not have, he says, one day until he remoulded oneself thoroughly, waiting until you for a tired day, you will come back naturally, it is not still the time now. However, we did not expect, you had disappeared again.
The ice is blue, when I receive your telephone, the first thinks of the small soldier, but, you say you in desolate to succeed there, my heart falls. I have not told the little pawn connection to reach you, I want to see your present life. After I saw you, have found out the quiet happiness from your eyes. At that time, I asked you, whether the young soldier was still in your heart, you did not want to speak of him with me at all, I think, perhaps you have already found the one's own happiness.
In time for the future, I have been thinking of this question, should told you the little soldier is my elder brother, should tell you that he has been waiting for you, finally, I decide not to say, because I can't confirm whether you can really be suitable for each other, though the small soldier has very great changes, it is your personality, your temper, I can't guarantee. The ice is blue, I hope you are happy, and this happiness, Xiao Cheng can be offered. Later on day I confirm this more and more, so, I plan to conceal forever, so perhaps it is kind to everybody, I do not want to upset your calm life.
I even wedding does not tell elder brother whether afraid you can meet, but just, the ones that should come were blocked and can not blocked, I did not think absolutely, the small soldier will be Su Yang's friend.
Blue, don't blame me to conceal you so long, I really have no idea.
Bei Bei, I have never blamed you, a lot of things and a lot of things have been destined. In fact this is God's test to me, a lot of things, it takes it to finish too and finish clearly, I am very clear now, what the small soldier loved even more has actually been he himself all the time, what I want to tell you is, I plan to marry Xiao Cheng.
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November 5, 2008 - Chapter 19 Happy life (3) of the evil spirit Bei Bei |
Chapter 19 Happy life (3) of the evil spirit Bei Bei
Ah, having forgotten to introduce to you, the bridegroom walks up to us, is greeting the small soldier, senior credit manager Dong XiaoBing of A bank, this is
Not waiting for him to finish saying yet, the small soldier has already gone to by me, he is looking at me with smile with that pair of eyes that can vary countless kinds of languages.
The ice is blue, long time no see.
Ah! That's great, you know, has met the acquaintance here again.
And then, we hear Bei Bei speak a word, all people stay there.
She says, brother, you have come.
The head that the small soldier is striking Bei Bei says, this girl, get married even elder brother of such a big thing is not invited, very unreasonable, however, I do not blame you.
I do not know what should be said, very complicated mood, the whole person is drizzly, feel it is in the dream. Has nipped oneself, will ache, then all these are true, the small soldier was the elder brother of Bei Bei originally, brain appear one scene one scene got along to appear, father get married, wipe little boy of tears for me that evening, until how Bei quarrel light soldier as close as brothers Bei, little soldier Bei Bei to say good word always, clever if the ice is blue, why never find out? I am looking at Bei Bei and small army, so similar a face, the deep pupil of a pair of firmness like that, exactly like their father.
Sight of Cheng Xiao drop on light face of soldier, complicated look very, follow desolate to succeed, mention little soldier never, but people often have a sharp intuition, Xiao Cheng and small soldier, the lion preparing for both ends at any time.
This person Cheng Xiao, ice blue to allow husband, C chief physician of hospital, young and promising.
The small soldier stretches out hands, does not know the trial of strength that how they possess this one, I have had no mental and physical efforts to think again yet.
Very glad to meet you, really the teenager has, we knew this blue girl of ice long ago, can find you such a satisfactory man just rest assured.
I will be kind to her, rest assured. Two people's hands have been held in this way all the time, the trial of strength of man and man, everything shows clearly.
I feel that numb in a burst of positions of head. This, what on earth is the matter?
Suddenly one staggered under the foot, conditioned reflex, Xiao Cheng and small soldier stretched out arms at the same time, I have poured it into in the desolate chest that become.
What's the matter?
Stand up hard, smile, it doesn't matter, may suffer heatstroke a bit. I make great efforts to pretend strongly, don't let the small soldier see any expression from my bottom of heart. However, I touch to the injury that the small soldier's sight deeply concerned and eyes inside story are revealed, I have understood him very much, at heart.
Begin to ache in the heart again.
This man, he has already become a scar that can't fully recover forever in my life, touch gently, will be badly mutilated.
Having closed oneself for a long time, everyone has paid no attention to.
Bei Bei is kept outside of the door too, I do not know how many things she has to hide from me, only think that just looks like a clown in the stage drama in these ten years oneself, always live in the office that others set up. In so many years, I do not know, small soldier was the elder brother of Bei Bei originally, no wonder the small soldier understood me, blame he can close to I so easily, no wonder Bei Bei say both of us to be improper always, I begin to shed tears.
Xiao Cheng carries the steaming hot noodles served with fried bean sauce in, eats feeding to me. It is on hand in his that the tears fall.
Xiao Cheng, let's get married.
OK. Xiao Cheng is looking at me with smile, however, blue, I want you to marry me with all one's heart, what I want is your heart. Otherwise, I would rather continue waiting, I believe, you will fall in love with me one day in the future.
My nose begins to turn sour.
Go to talk with Bei Bei, she has come to look for you a lot times, don't let her not be in the mood for enjoying the honeymoon, OK?
I nod. Become desolately and think so thoroughly forever.
The ice is blue, I am sorry. Bei Bei was said, I have not told you, really because there are too many difficulties in some things, you must forgive me.
I smile, Bei Bei, you know, I have been never really angry with you, can not either later, I know everything one that you did will be good for me.
Bei Bei sheds tears.
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September 22, 2008 - Why did you see what results there will be |
Why did you see what results there will be
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Some strong professional people are in the course of developing in job, especially when go to a certain company to hunt for a job, because receive this kind " The view of the prisoner's cage " Restriction,it often can let job-hunter it produce about some chance kinds of too high to reach idea, even give up this kind of pursuit and strive automatically, the result is often to let slip a golden opportunity, even cause and have stage fright the phenomenon regularly, it is insufficient to cause one's own self-confidence finally seriously, do things and fear wolves ahead and tigers behind, afraid to advance.
For example, an undergraduate that self-taught examination graduated, while coming to a foreign enterprise, will often be kept under control by the name of company of the atmosphere, at this time, this job hunter is certain to consider whether to really have this kind of ability to come to so magnificent company and work oneself, will make a noise what joke does it offer, hear, have student that self-taught examination graduate work for foreign enterprise in the past. Such idea overcautious and indecisive has given up this job hunter's enthusiasm to a great extent, in case of not passing the interview, depressed.
But perhaps this kind of people does not know, in this way what the company of the atmosphere settled on is not well educated or graduates from the universities and colleges, what they really valued is only job hunters' true ability, it is job hunters that could bring the interests to company, so long as accomplish these two points, then this job hunter is a person useful to company, then he is probably employed by this company. But this kind of people often just receives "Prisoner's cage think France " Confinement,it is life think Central Plains getting dark and more complicated very simple thing bright; It is exactly these too " The view of the prisoner's cage " Influence,last agony of narrowlying miss.
No matter or daily in life in the course of developing in job, a lot of people want to succeed, but the result often turns out contrary to one's wishes, fail repeatedly. After several failures, begin to suspect one's own capability, and whether the way taken by oneself is correct, the person even having it begins to complain about the unfairness of life, lost confidence in life.
The people to want, go, pursue, succeed, after each failure, confinement one's own view constantly, and very much low whom oneself make a reservation, think stubbornly this is one's own competent one, that piece do not bad oneself, even the people have to regard " Arabian Nights " as breakthrough view one's own side still ,Neither support but also give and dampen the spirits. They go, support people to have break-throughs the idea these, support these people either in fact, the reason is only a kind of view of acquiescence inside the heart of the people, and this kind of view tells oneself in subconscious: Which be right, which be wrong, which be to can go, try, and which one must fail.
There is such a story.
The friend that the famous painter tabulated guest and him took a walk in the snowfield, it had a large stain of one that his friend caught a glimpse of the roadside suddenly, obviously this is the dung mark that a dog stays, shoulder snow and earth to cover it sharp with the shoes by the way, so as not to influence the beautiful snow scenes, but the one that has not expected absolutely is, this careless act of the friend's has made angry and tabulated guests, he says, he has always come here and appreciated this is very beautiful and amber since a few days, but today was destroyed by this friend!
Guest's place is not a mark of dung that the dung mark of the dog is being tabulated, it has already become very beautiful and amber, what this story displays is not merely the aesthetic temperament and interest that the painter tabulates the guest, display and tabulate a kind of positive psychology that the guest treats life especially, a kind of optimistic view. Among life of people, we blame Luis have too many dung of dog always, not only influence others to walk, it is esthetic to influence the whole of an environment even more, at this time, you can think about that tabulate what guest said, that is not merely distributing the dung mark of the dog of the peculiar smell, very beautiful and amber even more. What is this on earth, must see you what kind of views there are at that time.
In the work of daily life, someone will complain one's own speciality is not good, someone will complain one's own school is not good, someone will complain one's own family terms bad, someone will complain about one's own working difference too, the salary is not high, even someone will complain about one's own no scope for displaying one's abilities,etc..
These people have often only seen a respect of life, and the overwhelming majority has all seen the bad respect in life, if these people can change one's own view, then will find life actually really very bright: One's own speciality is not good, explain one's own professional comparative dark horse, look for a job more centralized, the ones that do not need everywhere run; One's own school is not good, prove what one's own knowledge is studied is not enough yet, continue studying in the life work afterwards; One's own family terms good, just can give oneself a chance of exercise, and can be forming a kind of good habit as a child - -Do not spend money at will; Have those complain it is fine for oneself to work, salary high, complain one's own people of no scope for displaying one's abilities, these proves oneself and may find a better job in time afterwards.
It is a kind of phenomenon that can't be more normal to complain, complain about: Been criticized by the boss, some hearts are grown annoyed, think why oneself is so unlucky, lazy each time and is seen by the boss, but some people will think that have many shortcomings oneself, what the boss put forward is a very obvious shortcoming today, must dare to correct in the working life afterwards oneself; On the way of going to work, gratuitous to bump against, someone will complain the other side does not have eyes, and some people will think maybe the other side is in a hurry, careless for the moment, besides, oneself has been knocked into, how; The company is bankrupt, the poor one has no money, some people will think why God is so not to have the eyes, on, will think of, go, commit suicide, come, expire the agony life so undertaking that oneself arrange with patience and enduring resolve, some people can think life to be finally quiet, though without moneyed, then proved that would never need living on tenterhooks all day, be just never pennilessly afraid and lose again.
The same the whole story different views, but has found out two world, psychologies of these two people in the world are totally different, a person of the world has only seen one's own devotion and losing, but what another people of the world saw is the happiness of their intravenous drip that the life offers, in their eyes, it is a kind of happiness too to fail, shortcoming and deficiency that can help at least to find oneself.
No life is perfect, the satisfaction that no life can make someone complete too, one's view on life will decide his life, even can decide a person's destiny, for this world after all, kaleidoscope of only picture, how you go to look, what kind will there to fruit.
Note:
Seven methods let you live easily:
1,Adjust one's own life goal appropriately, can't make excessive demands on oneself, make the goal according to one's own ability, it is good with the goal that can be realized in a short time.
2,Relax oneself when being appropriate, for example goes out with one's own family to travel during the vacation, or the activity cooking in the open air to fish to wait a moment with friend, the ones that tried hard let one's own body and soul all relaxed.
3,Two use wholeheartedly, concentrate one's own energy on finish first thing make another thing afterwards, there is a fulfillment like this, stimulate one's own latent energy, what has been done one's own work is better.
4,It is tense to dispel, for example slows down the pace of speaking, try hard to let one's own meaning can be let the other side understand, in this way, after carrying on the exchange of some time, you will find, you are much riper, no longer intension.
5,Budget one's time rationally, should know that it is for better job to have a rest, people are not machines, not only need to have a rest but also need very good rest, you had better make sure to work, study, have a rest the capital and does not miss.
6,Can often go to think to the good respect, it is unavoidable that it is unfortunate in life, meet anything and does not obey, you do not think about more this arranges the advantage brought to your institute.
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August 15, 2008 - Return it to you all one's life--one |
Return it to you all one's life--one
"Husband Fashion Handbag Manufacturer| Pet Carrier Leather handbag when can we get married? " The woman asks curiously, distinguish from the sound, she is very brisk inquiry with a face! They time
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much piece consider, get married when associating?
"What break through either at work now, pass two year! " Man's soft way!
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"You have caught and ached me! " The woman has called out, " I ask, I will tell you! "
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in economy, it doesn't bring up a so simple little pet to bring up a child; If want to tell me, I will accompany you to the hospital, clear? " Having
listened to woman, the man puts down the heart, make the sound too gently to say one's own view to the woman!
"You have rested assured, I will not be so careless, even if there the one that will not cover up you either, hey hey! " The woman sounds with
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not involve the marriage after each other's contacts became steady; The woman is very casual really silly! Do not in fact really know where
question between them really appears? Do not like? Though love and has not also felt imperceptibly where to love, perhaps it is time that makes!
The house where they live now, half is mortgage that the woman pays the bill; She is used to the equilibrium! Going shopping on ordinary days,
he has never accompanied her too, she does not think that there is anything uncomfortable, used to, it pleases oneself to be most apt happy way
after all, expect the movement can weigh his emotion too at this time.
"Husband, you accompany me to go shopping today, OK? You have never accompanied me to be published on in the street! " Woman saying
spoiled-child-like.
"Busy! Obedient, why expect, take me accompany today? " The man asks carelessly!
"Then do you want? "
"Oneself go, want, buy what oneself go, it withdraws deposit to be! " The man's eyes are absorbed on the file all the time!
"Husband, I wanted to marry you suddenly, what is to be done? " Big glittering eyes look at men innocently on the pure small face beautiful;
This sentence takes the man's attention back to her. The man looks at at the moment this is not rowed the woman who makes too many traces by
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"Do not know! Want to marry you and have something to do with that paper? "
"You want to get married to want that paper? " The man has affected the lower eyebrow.
"Can also think so if you with,think of it marry me you? In fact asking too whether your future has counted me in! " It is still a brisk sound.
"I have planned to go down with you all the time from the beginning, you will understand. " Man's indirect answer.
"You have not had a direct my question of answer, no matter what kind of question is good! " The woman is very flirtatious when setting the
voice free to; " All right, will not discuss with you, so as not to make myself extremely angry! Ha ha, then I go to go shopping by oneself, do not
want you to be accompanied, hen! " The speech falls, she picks up the bag and goes out of the room with the brisk posture!
The door behind is shut, the face with brimming original smile sinks in the twinkling of an eye, it is unconvincing and sad to change a face,
deep and remote and dark and misted that the pupil lets people unable to catch at bottom! Take the step, walking slowly is on crowd's crowded
road, a blank is also filled up with the state of mind in the brain, always thought oneself was that the injury of carrying out the transition quickly
enlarged the happy one happily, having used up strength this time, but can not do; Tear direct current! It is not willing to be defeated by destiny
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June 18, 2008 - Those relatives not honourable of ours |
Those relatives not honourable of ours(Beaded Bracelets)
One working, people after neat, sit opposite to me small to say, invite everybody to oblige and have a meal at noon from standing up. The man colleague questions the cause laughing, whether have any happy event? Small from smiling, that is natural, calculate or not if my mother has come? Distracted half a day for man colleague, do not stop the place head and say, let it be! Let it be!
No wonder he will be in a daze, this has a colleague who is the host to entertain because of mother's arrival for the first time. Small from home in the remote mountain village, the little girl tries to make a good showing, has gone to the college, the fairly honourable work that this say that graduate, look for in the town, but has never covered up one's own origin, has liked saying that lived in the happy past event of the countryside as a child, the person liking saying most is a mother.
But curious on earth or a bit, I ask her in a low voice, why does mother want to invite everybody to dinner after coming? She smiles, says, I have been letting my mother come all the time, she was willing to come at last, I wanted to let you see her, my mother is so good, who has seen that can like.
It is such a cause.
After coming off duty, a group traveling together do not go to a far hotel. More than ten minutes later, little from taking her mother from the residence over. Very rustic a very ugly rural woman, the skin is coarse, the expression in one's eyes is muddy, the slight rickets of figure, a leg is slightly lame, look that seem very old. Clothes new, needled through body to seem very awkward, see we, grin ear to ear
For being courteous, we greet with her, call the aunt. She is answering, smiles, does not know in the mouth what is said mutter, the local accent is really bad, it is not very clear to hear.
Small from unwittingly, attend queen to be the same, arm to support mother, her according to straight location arrive, say, mother, they are all my colleague, needn't be too courteous, it is children of our family to act as. We follow to smile echoing.
Then small from ordering, say, in fact nothing good food, mother is far short of what is more expected than what you did while ordering, we house meal that does not ask delicious. Say to us, my mother is the most excellent, everything can be done, the green onion pancake cooked, it is many to better than the giant hotel Usually, small from liking chatting about the mother, can't accept the mouth especially this time, the ones that talk about the mother are good longwindedly. Such as mother being skillful with one's hands, will make the clothes to will embroider by oneself; Being bright and capable, mother has supported two university students; In addition, the mother is goodlooking, is the most goodlooking woman in the village Talk about this,whose name is the little from mother interrupt by she say girl, talk nonsense again, does not last colleague joke either. Who talks nonsense, I think you goodlooking, see and hear a distracted a we who are distracted turn-taking from saying small, ask, do you say my mother is plain?
Goodlooking! Small from smiling, exactly. Then give mother a plate to pick dishes beginning the same kind, in the face of such a mother,Wholesale Picture Frames taking the incomparably proud face on the face. One meal,in sport room afford to take since and mother from, gather around the old and ugly rural woman, the on intimate terms intimatelying unscrupulously, suddenly flooded the shame that a silk blushed in the heart. With the small from family compare,I piece is from little county town identity take it good much the these, but even so, I have never invited parents to come to this flourishing big city. They are all too ordinary factory workers, do not read a lot of books, not very sociable, mother is also laid off, do a part-timer sometimes The truth is said, such an identity of theirs, because is not honourable enough, let me not want to put in my today's life.
And that noon, I see the getting reticent gradually one, and not only myself. I know that man colleague beginning to make trouble, shy acknowledging having an elder brother with low intelligence oneself all the time. And the girl that has just gone to work, introduce, come elder sister opened up to fall to go to for shelter her say some day, it is a neighbour, dodging and letting people can't bear to expose in the expression in one's eyes. It have only the small from,been in she proud of there aren't she. She does not conceal her existence, still more, just because of this, this too ordinary mother who has honourably the identity, in our eyes, become respected and lovely too and the beauty stand up, let people envy, let people revere.
Perhaps we have relatives not honourable each, here frequently, we are secretive, not wanting to take them to life, even their love is erased. Our one's own heart that this was originally is petty and low, is us the most valuable emotion worthy to be most proud was hurt and wronged in one's own life once. Not honourable originally, it was ourselves.
After going back, Tin Box=>Imitation Jewelry=>Handmade Bracelets I can't help making a phone call to parents in the evening: I have missed you, to see the life of I and me, OK?
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June 10, 2008 - the common people " see deserted wife's thought |
the common people " see deserted wife's thought
--Answer William ancient fort ' ' The common people> - -Its my finding >>
The ancient fort monarch of William sends and sticks to in the chrysanthemum room << - -I finding>>,in it stick to there
is the Air Freight
Forwarder following the several sentenceses " think I most problem heavy at sentences of poem inside being for it ----' person indulge in, can say too,
to indulge in woman, can't say even particularly ' " ; "And as herein protagonist, one woman that husband abandon, have courage go, criticize
the system that discord cut. Just very mournful complaint, complain about this original decision. And a contradictory one exactly, meaning of
person who compile of the Book of Songs such. It is with ' person indulging in,can have said too particularly ' in can find out we at that time
woman have from realizing by woman sense some statuses foreign on the society at all, and has not defended oneself either from the idea,
moreover, we can also find out the origin of this woman's real thought, she have courage go, resist all these inequality thought, in to have no
idea of resisting in the heart of hearts her. And all these mainly fix the marriage of this woman fail once. " ; "From ' the woman indulging in, we
can find out the fluctuation of her thought too in can't say ', Ocean
Transportation she has not realized and is destined the real reason why her marriage fails, the just
very pessimistic one thinks one's own failure is that a reason is own ' indulge in ', among the poem, we seem to hear her if whom Ru Mu weep
repentant to sigh, but there is no very strong criticism. And say we just sympathize with this woman very much, also feel sorry to her weakness as
me. As Lu Xun 's saying " .
The meaning in you stuck to has been already very obvious, " the common people " Woman thought awareness the getting higher,know resist
somebody either abandoning, does not go criticize by good fortune men thin all over the worlds general. I have followed several behind, have
meant this deserted wife has already realized " the common people " Hatefulness,she shout loudly,organize it parade,just because have no way
she, it is of no use too to do. You explain " I think you have what it will be clear what I criticize again later on? Is it that regretful woman? No, I say
I just to in court official those, should the thought " to indulge in person of person of food edited of the Book of Songs those inside, can say
particularly too, the woman indulges in, can't say too " Feel that does not debate about women's Worldwide
Relocation thought at the same time. " Seem you to think
poem this people work done in the manner of a certain author later on, it is man that stand high above the masses too that say, despise, satirize
to deserted wife the same by this. So you will offer this kind not to respect women, the Neo-Confucianism family without women's right thought
attacks by criticism. About this poem author's background identity question, the circle of poem has had doubt all the time, someone thinks it is
descendant's work done in the manner of a certain author in order to satirize current politics. I think deserted wife at that time did, or the
reporter recorded and put in order aside, then publish books and earn the payment for an article or book written. Chen ZiZhan Mr. " whether the
Book of Songs is solved direct " say: is the deserted wife's words, about the story poem of the folk men and women's
marriage wedding, can do short stories to read. Purpose poem others this in order to while stinging for woman preface thing their.
Until is a cloud: "This wanton woman is abandoned, and chat its thing by oneself, with its regret's meaning. "
Foolish purpose, the poem is done by oneself for the woman, restrain and take the place of stating for others, bring a case to court to fight for
repeatedly, there is no Yan definitely forever. Moving
services Have page more whole from its who what tone examine its, poem call, author, fix the woman for
act as by oneself, can all without exception. This also famous scholar too example of owner. Moreover, plan, take the place of body it, lower and
Chinese beginning have it gradually since the Wei, aim at imitating forefathers, it is not oneself that creates. Again moreover, the poem is written
with the marriage accident, family's trivial bits, although the language is summarized on the whole, the feeling is extremely thoughtful and little,
it is the diction that shrewd woman is good at cherishing. Only careless, or is the income of man of faithless thin Moving company good fortune for it? "
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May 28, 2008 - Resume enjoying the music |
Resume enjoying the music
Once because Pullers the emergence of some things made me unable to appreciate the music with the calm and detached mood again, that kind is first surprised still remember the feeling that it is the agony again. I assert I would rather don't those beautiful, in order to observe, enjoy excellence of music alone selfish very, because the happiness that all external world brings to you will pass eventually.
Then slowly, I can forget those things, bury those feeling in other words, let oneself not appreciate the music again influencing, that kind is taking sad excitement to still remember. I assert very cruelly, this is life that I want.
All sorts of miscellaneous thing gradually, stir some day, Apparel
Accessories find on computer MP3 at the song of transferring suddenly, every capital wants to hear, but every one is unable to listen to, still remember that kind of feeling seeming to lose some one's own thing forever unconsciously. I assert very disconsolately, my life is so black-and-white as to reverse.
Last night, suddenly found that except the work, there are no private goal and personal life, but while suddenly losing happily, I enjoyed the music can not have worry at alling. Then turn over CD to wrap up, find a lot of CD bought a long time ago has not been heard conscientiously well.
Hear the original edition Coast to coast that XX younger brother gives, take me back to the high school that so long as study and listen to the music, watch the match and live. Hearing Bryan inside iPhone
Accessory I lay my love on you at that time, that You change my world really felt transported, thinking all the time it was a sound of Shane, did not know it was a throat with each other until seeing MV, that was shocked ... Familiar with to they several sound that rebuke degree turn into dust recognize while being so-called really later - -If the sound can turn into the dust.
Very happpy, found that kind of feeling that felt transported again last night.
Listen to oneself Mercury Falling of Sting that foreign iPod
accessories language bookstore wash at home, fascinated by this old man Chengdu no general at that time, start looking at the cheap legal goods without the least hesitation, only leave unused and has not appreciated. It is happy on the bed to hear last night, that All Four Seasons, is really unexpected the old man sang such a naughty song, expect I father say " girl changes fast in physical appearance from childhood to adulthood, 19 one day ", mother of I, always always --That's my baby.She can be all four seasons wholesale mp4 players in one day.
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December 19, 2007 - How to Installment switch, socket and terminal block ? |
How to Installment switch, socket and terminal block ?
1)Every in strength switch, socket of the wall,etc. of cutting, adopt the wooden box according to elevation of building construction ' 15* 12* 5) Bury in advance, make sure basically accurate.
2)Bury and in charge of putting in some switches of small-scale building block of concrete, socket,etc. in place accurately in advance first, the terminal block will not be buried first, left the square hole of 10cm * 10cm * 5cm while building by laying bricks or stones first.
3)Do the work of wearing the pipeline well first before whitewashing.
4)Work roughly at the bottom that is done the work of whitewashing well by the building construction first, there is the last process left, wait person who do well level ground, find a room for, put terminal block of all switch, socket,etc. in place, dealt with and controlled all of geometirc size of the switch, socket within standardizing the regulation like this, the error, with installing the contradiction storing in that because the building construction allows that prevent from . |
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